Not About Me

If you are reading this, it isn't because you care to know anything about me. And likewise, nor do I care enough to guess as to your personal reasons for continuing on in reading. So it is best that I just don't talk about myself and let the words bring you to your own conclusions.

Monday, April 18, 2011

Catharsis

Eons of prosperity—adventures mutually shared
Manhunt in the park, sight seeing and subdued parties
More remembrance than can be recounted
And count we did, you did,—Once.
The memories stay ingrained, the desire to hold on faded
Down the drain with last night’s spaghetti water

Be they determined by quality? Or quantity?
            I’ve neither
Personas of new awakening—Disintegrating.
category: Dementia  or  Mainstream Fever
friends change, while I remain, the same
still sane. One’d hope
for return to norm, revival of the prime
            perhaps the gilded collection be polished?

one-89, 2sixty-five, 411, 6thirty7  
blips
on an [anti-] social network
Interconnections of trivial vanity
Abroad for Lost Ties to mull in pity
over ‘pertinent’ stills of reality
that each one discriminated for this sole
purpose.
they Promised loyalty—loads of twisted words
            ‘twas hypnotized
Disposed as a pariah
Numbness always out of reach
Left to fend ‘gainst Loneliness the venomous disease.

Where I’ve lost my vision, you’ve calloused opinions
Pulsate in between depressive states
            Because of the lack in consistency
Can all be forgotten, or just overwritten
Now I’m no better. Stopped caring
            As they have
No longer checking up
Just catching up—on the sleep I don’t need

Catalogs of time’s best days engulfed in flames
Affinities re-routed and Defunct
Where, or rather why, has it all gone…
Last claim, it’s a shame.
Your fault. For forsaking such wonders
If only the roots were stronger against the storms
which seem to overtake the greatest.

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